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و من هنوز
در کوچه باغ اين صدای موهوم
در فکر آنم
که چگونه تو
تک اين سکوت را در تنم شکستی

خروش بی کران من
در ابديت
به صلابه آتش پيوست
و من هنوز
رازهای نهان زندگيم را
در سينه دارم

تو مرا رها کردی و من فراموشت نخواهم کرد
نه
هرگز فراموش نخواهم کرد
حتی اگر شقايق ها بميرند
و باز من تنها شوم

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Smile covers your heart
And I am dressed all in black
The light in your eyes
Are never coming back

In the world of miracles
You are chasing the sun
No boundaries on the horizon
Dreaming you has begun

Desire and ambition
Not in my world my friend
Hunger and void
Is my path to the end

Thus I have come this far
All the unspoken passion
Wanting to know, you will always be
Is tumbling down and crashing

Soothing my weary soul
That’s what you do
I will always believe in love
The way I believe in you

nothing else matters

When you can’t think
about all the faith
when you can’t think
about all the pain
when can’t you think
about all the shame
that I have gone through
for you
nothing else matters

when you look up in the sky
and just see it blue
when you look into the water
and just see it lucid
when you look into my heart
and don’t see it broken
nothing else matters

if it makes you feel good
take all I have got
if it makes you feel tough
break all my pride
if it makes you feel warm
light me on fire
if it makes you feel safe
impound my soul in your cage
because after you abscond
nothing else matters

how i feel today.

"I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair

Beneath the stain of time
The feeling disappears
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way"

hurt - Johnny Cash

I will

I guess one rainy day
I will get over you
like that day that I wanted to jump over the creek
and I fell

its not like I have learned the direction of the wind,
changes in your heart

the magic of the moment,
lays beneath your hands of acceptation

I guess somewhere in time
I will get over you
like when I barely got over the day
and all the over nights over times
of getting nowhere.